I'm driving home one night ruminating on decisions and choices. Everything in life has a decision or choice that must be made. It leads me to think on the foolishness of some choices made. Not just by me, but by people in general.
Say you have a good wife/girlfriend/husband/boyfriend, whatever you want to call them, who loves you. They are 100% committed to you and it's not enough. You want more, crave and desire more. You want more than the love you see every morning. More than the smiles you receive, the comforting touch. You lust for more. It drives you to go after your more. You plan and plot and scheme, because your lover has to forgive you, right?
They are bound by the laws of God to forgive you, right? But they don't have to forgive you in their bed. They don't have to forgive you in their house. They can forgive you in someone else's bed, in someone else's house. They can forgive you while starting a new life with the man not afraid to be a man. The woman unafraid of being a wife. You can be forgiven with a handshake and a smile.
What you have to understand is that you are the weak one. The love you are so willing to throw away can walk away from you. They are strong enough and can move on and survive. Be a part of something great. When you see them with their future, with the person they were intended to be with... When you see them thriving, growing, glowing, don't be angry and don't regret. Just smile and move on.
Maybe the lightning that their love was will strike twice and you'll get another chance at love.
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